Saturday, April 18, 2009

Da saddEst STory...

I telAh MEngalamI Abortion When My Bb Still 10 Weeks...Starting Daripada Blood SPot...dat day baru jek Balik DarI Kelate...AfTer a Long JournEy i Realize Dat Spotted Blood Appeared...n da day after I Pegi Check up KAt Doc...N Da doc TolD Me Dat my bb was Ok...tHEn da doc Gave ME 3 days mc...n da blood still There...spOtted n Spotted...I felt VEry Happy When da doc Showed Me my BB n my bb's Heart BEat...LEga...But Da Blood Still There..i FelT VerY worrIEd...N PEgi juMPe doc LAgi skali da next Wik...N da Doc Told ME dat mm bb Still There But No Heart Beat Seen..Sedey Sgt2...i Been AdMitted for 2 days...doc said if i wanna do dnc THen I had to wait until wednesday...lupe nak cakap masa admitted tuh ari ahad...sedey tau..hubby i pon datang dari jauh temankan i...n he never Let me down n xtinggalkan I langsung...he alwiz be by myside...thanxxxx papa...sambung balik citer...i pon decided ngan hubby nak tgu bout 2 wik...n kalu boley doc cakap biar die guGur sendiRik...i poN Tgu..daPAt mc lagik SeminggU...Then ari isnIn Tuh I keje TApi Blood MAcam heavy Sket...g Jmp Doc N Doc BAgi 3 Ari mc...malam tuh..i Sakit PErut McAm NAk Giler...U kNow dat pain tuH 1ootimes More PAinfUl then Pms...so maLam tuh i Bleeding macam nak giler...Banyak sgt BlooD...n i POn pegi Ospital sg Buloh NGan hubBy n Doc ckAp da ComPLete Abortion...sedeyKAn??first Time Masuk driP n First Time Dok Ospital...sedey Sgt Ilang BB yanG disayaNGi...Tapi my hubbY slalU bagI semangat Kat Me...N Hope we Will get another BB s soon s PossiBle....Kawan2...Doakan saya N Hubby Ye......
for My Papa....Thanx For BEing THere FOr Me...Love Me NodOubt....N jaga me baIK sgt2...SeyesLy...I xkan dapat Better MAn....B alwiz Love PApa So Much...N Hope dat Our RelatiOn wILl LasT forever..MUahhhhxxx...

KEnanGan ITu...
MY Bb MAsa Ader LAgik
My TGn KEne DriP

12 comments:

Firdzah said...

shima...sedih nyer dgr citer yg menyayat hati nie...shima, sabar bebanyak ye.. org tau, shima sangat tabah..sabar k..same2 kite berusaha!=)

me_maliana said...

ai syg..
sabO ekk bebanyak!!
insyaALLAH..ade rezeki nanti

kakCik KeciK said...

Allah lebih tahu apa hikmah ats setiap ujian yg diberi pd makhluk2Nya.So shima doa byk2 dont give up n teruskn usaha.chaiyok2...!!!

p/s:k.cik xdpt nk mghayati cter shima sepenuhnya sobab eden xdapek baco.huhuhu...

p.e.e.p.a said...

shima, kt same..
dah wat dnc ke?sy complete abortion, xperlu..sy lebe awal 'kehilangan' dr shima, kalo x mesti bby kt sebaya.anyway, get over it, think ahead eh..bby lepas nih mesti lagi istimewa sbb mama dia istimewa n kuat!

NoRazUraShIma said...

firdzah : thanx kaklong...tgh Usaha to get sum motivation inside me again=)
kaknana : thanx kak...rezeki ada di mana2kan??
kakcik : thanx kakcik...kene usaha lebih lagik..hehe
taja : samala kite...complete abortion...ms 10wiks...hopefully...kite akSn dpt bb yg sht n cumey n Special mcm mama die=)...

nurtilawati zakaria said...

shima, jangan sedih... Allah akan beri yang terbaik pada masa akan datang...setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya... =)

Maverick said...

Sesungguhnyer perancangan Allah tu yg terbaik. Dia takkan uji hamba Dia kalau Dia rasa kita tak mampu..
Sabar laa byk-2.. nnt ada rezeki, aderlaaa tuh nnt~~

A dReAmer said...

sorry to hear the sad news...miscarriage is the scariest news that mom-to-be afraid of..don't give up..insyaalah ade rezki
*hugs

mrs_eaddy said...

shima,
baru terbace ur story..
dr shima cite walau seday but we know u r strong..
terus tabah kan ati.. maybe tu yang terbaik for ur bb n urself..
insyaAllah, mudah2an lepas ni dikurniakan ramai anak yg comel2 =)

mrs_eaddy said...

same to taja.. u guys are very strong mama =)

FiDieYaaa said...

Kak Shima, sorry to hear that. Tp, doc ade cakap tak miscarriage sbb ape?

NoRazUraShIma said...

tila : doakan ek dpt bb cumey mcm raisha
aza : thanx aza...memg tu a hard memory 2forget
tha : thanx tha...sad memory -hugs-
ela : kami mau jadik kuat ela=)
feid : doc ckap lots of causes n too early to predict..hem normally happen for da first pregnancy for sum woman=(

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