Monday, May 23, 2011

rayHAn ctu CnI SaNe Cti

raYAhn IS nearly 1 And 1/2 yEAR (pADAHaL BARU naK maSUK SETAhUN 4 BULAn)..xsanGkE da selamE itu Saya JAga die Seorang Semasa WeekDays...bAntuan HubbY HAnya di Hujung MiNggU..whiCh IS i reallY NEed...alHAmdulillah for THe time beiNg hubbY never fail too come back every single week...THAnx darl...raising a children alone is not that easy.....
But THe toUgh Time was PAssed..After pantang which was first time rayHAn stayed with ME alone..i felt so damn stress..he cannot sleep well for about a week...cried till 2 in the morn...woke up at 5 am...yeah...rase putus asa pon ade masa tu...n no doubt...that the hardest things...mujurla semangat ni kuat..nangis2 pon i had to be strong...alhamdulillah after day and day..rayhan become such a good boy...easy to handle...maybe he understand his mom situation...
skang rayhan da besar...da makin bijak..n most important da makin lasak...since he hot kaki bak kate org kampung saya rayhan sgt extra active...tdo siang pon cukup payah...sebab dalam kepalanye nak main jek...try new things...macam2 nak dicubenyer...which i biar jek otaknyer berkembang...biarla umah penoh ngan barang2 rayhan...nnt rayhan da sleep mama kemasla Balikkan...kadang2 da ajar die kemas masuk dalam basket menan die...tapi jap jela..pastu rayhan kuarkan balik..haihs...rasenyer rayhan cepat bleh becakap..sebab mama die ni nak cakap ngan sape lagik kalu bukan ngan rayhan...kan??layanla mama yer...mengutip no 1..sumenye dap (sedap)..sampai tanda harga pon makan..haihs
ape pon rayhan tetap jadik permata hati saya...saya rela jaga die asalkan die sht n aktif...i dont care about anything else...
macam saya slalu kate bile saya down pasal perkahwinan jarak jauh ni (yela hubby org laen dekat kat idung..hubby kite jauh) saya sentiasa jadikan kak ansu sebagai motivasi saya...kak ansu u r my heroin
p/s : hero saya shah n rayhan..huhu













2 comments:

Firdzah said...

time is fast running out shima..dan tak lame lagi rayhan da boleh tolong jagakan adik die... :0 bila shah nak pindah sini?

NoRazUraShIma said...

xtaula kaklong...bilela hubby tu nak dok dkt..huhu...time flies kan??adik tu kene discuss dulu..xsaba jugak sebenarnyer..hihi..kalu papa die dkt musti odw dapat adik=)

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